My past life journey
Last week I experienced a past life regression. Sozo Kochi, Romanian energy healer and channeler. My sessions began with the purpose of exploring issues surrounding finances and a sense of security in my current life. I wanted to delve into the concept of exploitation and understand why some people struggle to generate income despite having large followings and providing great value to others.
At first, I was excited to share my talents with others. But over time, I began to feel fatigued from giving without experiencing true reward. I tried a variety of offers, from art to healing to technology, but it felt like I was throwing things at the wall and nothing was sticking. I began to feel resentful that I remained severely underpaid, even as people commented that my help had changed their lives. I wanted to explore the origins of my deep-rooted beliefs about inadequacy, unworthiness, and working for free. These beliefs now hinder my ability to receive, to feel secure, and to trust and flow with life.
After talking about what I wanted to know, Sosan encouraged me to find a comfortable place. Since the session was conducted online, I felt very comfortable and relaxed and went into the guided session. At first, the past-life regression session reminded me of hypnotherapy, with Sosan guiding me into a deep state of relaxation.
As I became more immersed in the regression, I encountered vivid images and sensations that seemed beyond my own conscious awareness. At one point I was chained by my feet and witnessing scenes of torture and suffering from a life long past. Despite the intensity of the experience, I remained detached and unable to fully connect with the emotions and meaning of what I was witnessing.
Sosan asked me a series of questions to help me get a sense of reality, the time I was in, and my identity. I have a strong imagination, so I listened to the messages and didn’t try to force or create false memories. Sometimes I couldn’t see things clearly. Sometimes the messages weren’t in images or words, but on a physical level, like cramps in my legs and arms. I felt a lot of cramps during the session, especially in my legs.
Upon witnessing my own death in that lifetime, I felt a deep sense of relief and liberation, as if my soul was ready to transcend the earthly realm. The session ended with a feeling of peace and a call from the stars, marking the end of a tumultuous journey.
Reflecting on this experience, I recognized patterns of dissociation and escapism that currently permeate my life, especially in moments of stress or trauma. This regression has given me valuable insight into my soul’s tendencies to avoid pain and seek refuge in detachment — coping mechanisms that have shaped my journey of self-discovery and embodiment.
Following our sessions, I am moving forward with the process of incorporating these revelations into my life, embracing discomfort as a path to deeper healing and wholeness. The past life regression journey is revealing aspects of my being that were previously obscured, inviting me to reclaim my connection to my physical body and the richness of my human experience.
Source: BLOG-Ashira Tantra – www.ashiratantra.com
